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Have been feeling very moody lately which many of you may not hv realise… dunno who to tok to or look for… cos I myself dunno how to express it in words… juz had a very weird kind of feeling right after my sch life ends… probably is due to the change of lifestyle… I may put on a smile or laughter but all this is juz to cover up my bitterness. cos of this I have been hving insomnia and get tired easily in office.

Yes I can say i’m stress at work recently too… but this is not the main reason y i’m like this… something is juz not rite for me… argh… really sianz… that is why i try to bury myself in work and work and work so i wouldn’t be able to think so much.. but when it come to bed time, it’s back to sq 1. how long can i hang on? i’m really tired… hai… now my blog hv become a place where all my sorrow had been recorded… scanning thru all the entry i had is all sad encountered… hai.. hope i can write some happy moments in soon… felt like a sadist now… :~(