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been really stressed up recently over work. bad news! my boss are quiting and i’m taking over his shit rite now… working in delphi is really stress more over if you are a product… responsible is really kinda big. u r expected to noe all abt the product from product knowledge, reliability, electrical to many many more. work are piling up and i’m finding myself hving the bad habit again and that is PANIC! i tend to get panic and out of hand whenever i do not hv much confident in the stuff i’m doing. seriously i’m still kinda green in pressure sensor. my boss will juz keep nagging n nagging at me telling me how simple it is in pressure sensor etc… time n again i told him tat it is not as simple as wat he think but he simply refuse to listen to me… he will juz keep pushing me n i’m really out of breath sometime… i really need time to absorb! how shld i explain?… i’m really stressed… who will understand me le? i guess no one will ever understand how i felt.

wanted to find my luv ones to tok abt it… but wat i get is… "aiyah… everywhere is like tat… life is like this.. try to bear wif it… etc" blah blah blah and so on… I juz need a listening ears.. some caring words… some hugs n some padding on my shoulder… not solution nor advice etc.. i juz need company… i find myself falling into the lonely and silent pit again…  i hope i can get out of the pit soon… i hope everything will be better for me once again… i really hope…

hallo all ! i’m back from my exams! wHoOoo… at last the night mare has come to an end and lasted for almost 1mth! OMG cant imagine i endured.. it’s 7 papers in abt 2 wks can u imagine that?! advice for ppl intending to take 7 papers in a yr… i would say it’s
really difficult and hell! everything goes so fast and packed in a
yr… really hectic… if can, better split it up if you want to have gd
results. i believe if I split it up for my yr, i would hv done
better… well it’s too late to grumble anyway, juz hope for the best
when the results r out. the worst thing is that I have to celebrate my birthday in the middle of my exams… sianz.. it’s been many yrs i’m hving exams during my birthday… this yr shall be my last and only last! no more exams birthday for me from next yr onz… hee… btw i’m really touch though it’s my exam, many ppl did not forget abt my birthday and not to mention that they are my family! My mum cook my favourite food and celebrated for me… below is the cake they bought for me.. tks sisters, mum & dad!

So how are all of you who hv not meet up wif me for kind of long? like my sec sch, poly frens and netball gals? really miss you guys n gals alot! do keep in touch and meet up soon k?

after so long of MIA from office, I’m back to work on monday… suppose to be back last friday but in the end nv turn up cos i’m simply too tired n shacked for that last wk… ask for 1 day leave from my bossy… heng ah he in good mood let me off.. lolz… so i slept my fri morning through to afternoon and went to make my hair.. hehe.. cut my hair short and hv it hightlight wif purplish red. wow.. red le… too bad no pic to show. use yr imagination to think bah but not as bad as wat u think now k… i find it okie la… expensive le so cannot complain… i sat that for almost 6hrs!!! wow lau seat till my buttock pain ah..

after that went meet up wif my colleague to eat and then go hm change and went devils wif my SIM fren. It’s really long since i went clubbing liao… so it’s a gd time for me to sweat it out and release my exams tenseness… we really njoy ourselves that night. we took some photo that nite but my dear fren, u noe who u r la ah.. the one holding the 2mega pixel n70 which cant take a single clear pic wan… i think u can change phone liao… hee.. juz kidding…  so if u happen to read my blog pls dun forget to send the pic to me if u think it’s nice.. hee.. hope to hv more of those happening nite again…

anyway thats abt it for my activities after exams… other than that is bored at the moment! super sianz in fact… suddenly realise i’m too free! lolz… started to get emotional again… so fren if you free call me up cos i oso very free now… hee… okie la… gtg liao.. tomolo going to wild wild wet with my colleague! hehe.. hope i go wild n wet tomolo.. lolz.. cya guys n nitey…