WHY???
I felt sad.. I felt bad… I felt tired… I felt a whole load of shit now!!! what is wrong and what had happened? is it something wrong with me? I always try my best to be patient.. to be tolerance.. to be understanding..to be loving to my surrounding… so what is god damn wrong abt it? Am I trying too hard to be an angle that have cause me to fall harder this time? I’m human too for god seek… I need love too.. i need ppl to understand me too… i need tolerance and patient from others too! Am I asking for too much? What have this world become to? Cant I have the best of both world? Why is the world so selfish? why is it that when you fall you felt the most pain than others who had fell from the same height as you? Is it cos you are weaker or is it cos you had fell too many times that you cant take it anymore? Why do ppl changed with changes to the surrounding environment while others dun? Is it cos you r more easily influence by the environment or is it cos you wanna change into a better person? Why Why Why????… there is too many WHYs in this world that is left unexplained! and maybe it’s better left unexplained than explained… cos many unexplained thing is rather complicated and confusing sometime… but … one thing for sure is that if you TRY to explain… there might be a better understanding to the complication & confusion… I’m really tired! God pls explain to me! :~(
