I need motivation!!!

Today entry gonna be a short one. Juz feeling kind of depressed today.. dunno y oso… probably is the studying that is making me crazy… it’s the 1st day of leave I have taken for my study… so still feel abit lethargic as usual… met up with dear and another fren of mine to study at KAP(King Albert Park) Mac… nice place to study until a grp of pri sch kids came in at abt 3pm… i started to felt the irritation from them cos they r simply too noisy!!!… argh! cant they speak softly? we changed to another seat and continue to do our past yr paper. We manage to almost finish the zone A paper left with 2 qns to go..

was suppose to go for revision class but in the end… haha nv go.. hai… dunno y oso… half heartedly wanted to go yet nv go… guess i’m physically tired… juz felt every where aching and somemore am hving diarrhea every since 2wks ago. today worst run to the toilet at mac for dunno how many times.. very jia lat! dunno is it i’m too tense up abt the exam or is it there is something really wrong abt my stomach. well this i really dunno.. if it continues, i think i better go see the doc b4 it’s too late.. 

ever since I was admitted twice to hospital due to my kidney inflammation 2 yrs ago, i hv not been feeling a bit healtier as compared to before.. hai… i was really sad cos i used to be very healthy and lively. now le? hai… it’s really totally the opposite.. i become slackier and slackier… thats really very bad… after exam i muz really get back my usual self… I really need all the motivation… where has it gone!!?? okie i going to bed now… really mentally and physically tired… i need some sleep and tomolo I shall have all the full force to study… nitey all… pls pray for me! miss my old days… :~(

One Response to “I need motivation!!!”

  1. Zach Says:

    y sad wor! when u got fren like ME! lol…juz dropping by to say hi..take care girl! cheers!

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