God damn LOSER that I wish I nv met!
Happened to chat with my fren on msn yesterday and realise that my ex was actually badmouthing behind my back though we was like broke off for almost 2.5 to 3 yrs! This is really getting on my nerves. I never put that into heart though when I heard of it but it just burns my blood as I tht of it again. Argh! "ke wu er xin"!!! If he happen to read my blog i would like to let him know that he is a god damn farking loser. Get on with your life and leave me alone for god seek. If badmouthing me is a way for you to get back at me, you are really a LOSER!
Leaving him was really good choice that I had make. It took me 6 years to ends this relationship. Imagine how many chances I have given him?! I was really naive back then to have believe in every words he say until I was in hospital then I realise who really cares abt me. Back then he was away at new jersey working. Jolly well know that I was god damn sick in hospital, he did not even ask abt my condition nor did he send his family members to see me. What he did was asking about his credit card bills whether or not I have help him settle it. WTF? Didn’t he know that I was sick and that I was in hos for almost 1wk? That was when i was really out of words to say. That was the moment that I have totally given up hope on him or should I say way before that. Not to mention other stuff abt him which piss me off.
Just wanted to let him know that breaking up with him was really a release. Thank god! I’m contented with my present bf who is 10x better than him. I hope this will be my last and only relationship and I mean it! I must admit that i have extremely limited knowledge of relationships,
but pray tell, it is all about mutual agreements, isn’t it? Okie enough craps from me… jus realise that I sound kind of errmmm bitter? well, i’m not… jus get carried away I guess… be back again…
March 22nd, 2006 at 2:47 am
bob is better! doesnt he? wahahaha…. =)
btw, bob…if u happen to c tis, i say u gd leh…pass me some $$ okie? hehe… =P