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Its the 2nd day of the wk and as usual, still hving the monday blue lolz… i
realise wkdays are hard to pass by nowaday especially at work. not that there is
no work to do but plenty that you juz feel like throwing it all aside… been
busy wif many statistical studies… numbers n mumbers… see till my eyes oso
blur… i guess i’m really not gd at numbers… lolz… seeing munbers juz make
me wanna sleep… BUT if I see $$… haha… thats a different case…

went straight hm after work to slack cos was too tired… do abit of my fyp report. Guess how many words I am at now? I cant believe it myself when i did the wordcount… i am at 9000+ words and i still have abt 1/2 more to go… which means my report will be very long winded cos the minimum requirement is 8500words. I didn’t noe i can bull shit so well… haha.. lolz..

after doing report, its time to slack abit n reward myself… played a
game on psp call lumines(see pic on right)… looks familiar? it’s not
tetris hor… but same theory u need to bust the block in same color but muz be in square format… for details can go to Lumines Offical Website. Reason y i like this game cos each level has its own musical theme and sound effects… its colorful swirling backgrounds are very clear too! I would rate it 9.5/10 cos its fun and the soundtrack is wonderful! and it was rated the best game for psp by USA today worz… dun play play.. lolz… so anyone who hold the psp, u might wanna try on this game. was actually addicted to it now… hee… die.. muz restrict myself for the wk to come as exam is drawing nearer n nearer. Time to revise my module and finish up my fyp report… sianz… keke… enough of my craps it’s 大长今time… mmuarkz & nitey…

Happened to chat with my fren on msn yesterday and realise that my ex was actually badmouthing behind my back though we was like broke off for almost 2.5 to 3 yrs! This is really getting on my nerves. I never put that into heart though when I heard of it but it just burns my blood as I tht of it again. Argh! "ke wu er xin"!!! If he happen to read my blog i would like to let him know that he is a god damn farking loser. Get on with your life and leave me alone for god seek. If badmouthing me is a way for you to get back at me, you are really a LOSER!

Leaving him was really good choice that I had make. It took me 6 years to ends this relationship. Imagine how many chances I have given him?! I was really naive back then to have believe in every words he say until I was in hospital then I realise who really cares abt me. Back then he was away at new jersey working. Jolly well know that I was god damn sick in hospital, he did not even ask abt my condition nor did he send his family members to see me. What he did was asking about his credit card bills whether or not I have help him settle it. WTF? Didn’t he know that I was sick and that I was in hos for almost 1wk? That was when i was really out of words to say. That was the moment that I have totally given up hope on him or should I say way before that. Not to mention other stuff abt him which piss me off.

Just wanted to let him know that breaking up with him was really a release. Thank god! I’m contented with my present bf who is 10x better than him. I hope this will be my last and only relationship and I mean it! I must admit that i have extremely limited knowledge of relationships,
but pray tell, it is all about mutual agreements, isn’t it? Okie enough craps from me… jus realise that I sound kind of errmmm bitter? well, i’m not… jus get carried away I guess…  be back again…