Some Thoughts….
It’s been a while since i updated my blog… for ppl who always reads my blog shld noe by now that I only write my blog when something has happened or when i’m vex or down. For this time round, I’m feeling real down. I question myself wif a big WHY and there’s always no ans to it. seriously whats wrong with me? Use to have a couple of frens who I can confide with, however days hv change everyone of us had drifted apart. and if otherwise, ppl would find you a burden adding onto their trouble. Nowaday, Ppl become selfish too and have the concept of "ji gey gu ji gey" type of moto… perhaps it is due to the rapid changing environment that causes such a drastic change in human nature…. or perhaps in reality human is nv kind or unselfish… for this i really cant accept it… I find myself trying hard to change to adapt to this kind of environment… however I failed… I always live behind the reality that when you treat others kind and friendly, you shld get back the kind of attitude you deserve… but… the more i felt this way, the more disappointment i get out of it when things turn otherwise… and also dun expect that you are a lady, a gentlement shld always give in to you or coax you cos this had nv been true in the reality… there is always a give and take in any kind of relationship… be it BGR or normal friendship. Therefore, dun expect too much out of something cos when you didn’t get wat you expected, you will live in more disappointment and despair than wat you thought.
okie jus my personal opinion… i’ll stop here cos I think my mind are block with many thoughts that I cant write it in words here… hope tomolo will be a brighter day for me… nitez…
