A busy and tired day…
basically today is a busy day for me… for days that have no class, I have been staying back in the office to clear my shitty work… kinda stress… however after a stress day at work receive news of the appraisal letter… lolz… the long awaiting appraisal and bonus here i come… well to tell the truth was kinda disappointed when I open the letter though many ppl told me is really very high and so did my boss.. however i somehow feel I deserve more for wat I have did for my work… like the saying goes "human beings are not easily contented"… hee… probably my expectation are too high…
anyway I will still continue to do my job well as usual and continue to strive higher to acheive my goal that I have set for myself… hv been thinking alot recently… work, school, relationship, future and many many more things… all jumbled up in my mind… really makes me listless and unable to concentrate at certain points… not sure y seriously… i’m easily frustrated nowsaday too.. i muz really apologise for the frustration I hv vent on some of u out there especially to my dear… sorry dear.. pls bear with me for some time… seriously doing some soul searching now…
and juz today my boss ask me wat I have plan for myself after I get my honours next yr… my ans to him was "I have no idea and have not plan anything at the moment"… come to think of it… it’s really time for me to plan where I wanna go from there now and not wait till I get my honours… but i was like lost in jungle looking for direction to get out… my plan is still blank! I still do not noe wat i wanna be & wat i wanna do in the long run… perhaps i need some trial & error to figure out wat i really wan to do and proceed… well probably it’s a route many of us will hv to go thru… juz hope for a better tomolo for now… lolz…
today manage to have some time with my dear at woodland…hee… :) went to eat fiesta… the Ebi curry set was delicious and my dear had his favorite saba yaki… both are not bad and worth the money… went ard the building and proceed hm to slack… guess both of us are really shack and drain out over the wk… hope this wkends we will recuperate our energy and be on full charge again for the new wk…
July 16th, 2005 at 8:24 pm
kiaozz!! u got the letter liao ahh?? me havent leh….think my boss act blur ahh…haha….btw, when boss ask u wat u planning after degree, its also a time to ask us to get LOST…coz a few months b4 my boss asked me the same thing & this prompt me to go find a job as he said there’s no position for mechanical engineer…get wat he mean?? well…good luck to u my friend…
July 16th, 2005 at 11:47 pm
hee… no… cos he ask me to stay after my degree… he say he had planned something for me but cant tell me until i get my degree… therefore i’m still thinking… cos i wanted something which give me relevant pay… lolz… well.. see how it goes… and gd luck to u too…hope u get yrs on mon…