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guess wat… lolz.. after stopping for abt 2 yrs, i went to play netball at NUS today!!! can you imagine that? seriously i hv become rusty… use to be able to play non stop for 30mins of full game.. now.. hai.. 10mins already wanna shout for HELP le… lolz… i have weaken as compared to my sec sch time..

today game really brought back alot of ‘netball’ memories that i had… like those tough training given by my male coach who we use to call ‘Yang Guang’… during those days we were so united… always looking forward to the sat afternoon training… hee… however something different today is i’m playing with total stranger… all from NUS and of all ages… so i’m the odd one out from no where… lolz…. but anyway they are all quite frenly… so i think i still blend into the grp bah… 

btw, I have agreed to join my fren in the cmg netball tournament call the ‘Pestasukan’ at Kallang Netball Centre on 7 Aug (Sun)… hehe… hope i wont be a burden to them…. lolz… looking forward to that day… really so happy to hv the opportunity to play netball after 2yrs… juz hope that my class schedule dun fall on tue… okie.. thats all for today.. aching everywhere now… gotta rest liao.. nitey…

basically today is a busy day for me… for days that have no class, I have been staying back in the office to clear my shitty work… kinda stress… however after a stress day at work receive news of the appraisal letter… lolz… the long awaiting appraisal and bonus here i come… well to tell the truth was kinda disappointed when I open the letter though many ppl told me is really very high and so did my boss.. however i somehow feel I deserve more for wat I have did for my work… like the saying goes "human beings are not easily contented"… hee… probably my expectation are too high…

anyway I will still continue to do my job well as usual and continue to strive higher to acheive my goal that I have set for myself… hv been thinking alot recently… work, school, relationship, future and  many many more things… all jumbled up in my mind… really makes me listless and unable to concentrate at certain points… not sure y seriously… i’m easily frustrated nowsaday too.. i muz really apologise for the frustration I hv vent on some of u out there especially to my dear… sorry dear.. pls bear with me for some time… seriously doing some soul searching now…

and juz today my boss ask me wat I have plan for myself after I get my honours next yr… my ans to him was "I have no idea and have not plan anything at the moment"… come to think of it… it’s really time for me to plan where I wanna go from there now and not wait till I get my honours… but i was like lost in jungle looking for direction to get out… my plan is still blank! I still do not noe wat i wanna be & wat i wanna do in the long run… perhaps i need some trial & error to figure out wat i really wan to do and proceed… well probably it’s a route many of us will hv to go thru… juz hope for a better tomolo for now… lolz…

today manage to have some time with my dear at woodland…hee… :)  went to eat fiesta… the Ebi curry set was delicious and my dear had his favorite saba yaki… both are not bad and worth the money… went ard the building and proceed hm to slack… guess both of us are really shack and drain out over the wk… hope this wkends we will recuperate our energy and be on full charge again for the new wk…

it’s sunday and is monday tomolo le… hai.. super duper sian especially when sunday gonna ends soon… it’s juz make me wanna sleep when i noe i gotta work tomolo… well although it’s kind of short for the wkend but at least i get to meet my dear and a grp of fren for a drink at alley bar on fri to relax and de-stress… the atmosphere there was quite nice and soothing jus for a drink after work… however I still prefer balaclava though hee… do you guys agree? lolz..

below is the pic we taken at alley bar.. let me noe if you guys wan me to take the pic down…hee… take a close look at their eyes… super small cos they cant take the flash from my phone camera… lolz… and look at my dear worst… cant even see his eyes open at all… hee…

                                                             ~ My grp of kaki at SIM ~

                                                                   ~ My dear & me ~

errm…before I end my blog today…I have something to bring across… some of u may be wondering y i put such a nick on my msn cos i’m really tired of all the so call bullshit that my fren had explain to me… do you noe that as the more you explain the worst it get when something went wrong? I noe you ppl are trying to help make things better for that person but hv you ever think that y dun you juz leave the person alone and things might be better after sometime? I always believe that times will tell everything… i dun buy superficial friendship… i cant bring myself to tok to someone who treat me like a fool when i treat them as friend… call me petty or wat, i showhow felt awkward… perhaps time will really wash away all the happening and i will bring myself to tok to them again… so pls… ppl who read my blog… dun bother to explain so much to me… cos i choose to perceive wat i believe and see…

i manage to wake up today and have my hair cut at klear cut fast east plaza…
here’s my hair cut plus color:

lolz… so how was it? okie la hor.. . guess wat? it’s way over my budget le! nv imagine i will spend so much on my hair.. lolz… but service not bad la… hee.. so still consider okie…

bed time plus chat time wif my dear le.. bye..

O.. blog? haha… cant imagine myself writting blog here. use to laugh at ppl who write blog and say them ‘bo liao’… now it’s their turn to laugh back at me le… and jus this evening also mock at my dear for his blog… i guess he will surely suan and mock back at me soon he sees mine… and the words goes…"LGK le dear"… he will noe wat i mean when he sees this… well cant help it cos i’m simply bored now and alot of thoughts on my mind that I cant put myself to sleep… It’s 1.28am! who else will be awake now to chat wif me? guess none ba…

well… hving my company shutdown from last thurs to 7th july which is this thurs… not too short not too long… however i have not done a single meaningful thing during this break except to meet up with my dear during the 1st few days of my shut down. wat i mean by meaningful is doing something that I hv long nv done like keyaking, bowling, KTV etc… sad to say all that i mention here need at least 2 or more ppl… however none of my fren are interested. lolz… juz too bad for me…

2 more days before I go back to work… argh… stress! I planned to go have a hair cut tomolo… change of hairstyle means a new start for me.. haha… but still hv not decide which salon to go… my sis was suggesting going to far east… she mention there is alot of hair salon there but not sure which is good and not so ex… another SIM fren of mine mention Reds @ taka… wow.. all sounds like super ex type… but nvm juz dun go beyond my budget of 150bucks… i guess shld be enough bah?? hopefully I am able to wake up early tomolo as I will hv to rush for class at 7pm. yah.. class.. sianz… sch starts le… hai.. means more commitment to adhere with… hopefully able to cope wif work, sch n project… argh… so many things… and also money…  juz receive the continuous registration fees from UOL… guess how much? it’s £228!!??  lolz.. legal loan shark le…  lucky i still hv some savings and also my pay increment and bonus will be this july… heng ah heng ah… lolz…

okie.. that’s all abt me for today.. will come back again wif my new hair cut… hopefully i will not be too lethargic to get out of house tomolo… hee… nitey and sweet dreams to those happen to see my blog… byez…